I’m going to be happy now.
I hope my parents accept the person I’m going to marry one day.
And if I want to mourn over you,
they should let me. Because you
weren’t just someone you meet
everyday; in the supermarket,
or standing behind in a line
at the gas station. You were
someone who was worth
fighting for. And I tried to
fight for you, and I hope you
know that. Because even if
you are now gone forever,
something inside of me is telling me
that you are still somehow
able to understand
just how much
I really did love you.
I’m in no rush to get into a relationship or be labeled as “official” with anyone. I’m quite happy with my life as is. Yes, there may be times when I feel lonely and yearn for the presence of someone to be there for me, but there’s more to a relationship than just the physical stuff. Plus, I’d rather stay single than be pressured to be committed to someone anyway. I’ll just stay patient till the days comes.
There are two people you’ll meet in your life. One will run a finger down the index of who you are and jump straight to the parts of you that peak their interest. The other will take his or her time reading through every one of your chapters and maybe fold corners of you that inspired them most. You will meet these two people; it is a given. It is the third that you’ll never see coming. That one person who not only finishes your sentences, but keeps the book.
That’s the beauty of life. The ambiguity. We are on this path forward with time speeding by like trees out the window of a car and we’re not in the drivers seat. We can dream, we can think of all the things we wish to do, but there’s no certainty in tomorrow, in the next minute. We are all subject to this universe. Appreciate the opportunity to witness the magic all around us, you are perfect for yourself like every other specimen in this world. Expect nothing, be prepared for everything, and remain happy with the fact you’re alive.
I want someone to prove to me that love lasts. I want someone to not give up when things gets rough. Someone who’ll deal with hardship and fight for the relationship. I want someone who will really love me and show me how hard it is to be without me.